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心齋 | 29th Jun 2006, 20:48 PM | 隨筆是一種閒談

明天高考放榜,我也一樣很緊張!!因為我快要改JUPAS choice 了。今天打電話去poly,原來那獎學金是今屆alevel 考生才有,我這個過氣考生就無緣染指了.........T-T

不過,其實我quit U 時也不知道有什麼獎學金存在,所以這應該不會影響我的決定。但現在知道得不到,當然有點失望就是了。唉,其實我為什麼會失望呢?我起初也只是為了自己的理想而quit U,想不到後來竟變成獎學金了..........其實拿不到也好,我想上帝是叫我不要因為這些東西左右我的決定。我想神是想我不要做利益的計算,不是為了名譽,不是為了獎學金去選擇我的前路(當然,這只我的解讀而已,但總要找個解讀吧?)。現在什麼旁枝末節都沒有了,我只餘下赤祼祼的抉擇,究竟我是為了什麼而選擇BME 呢?

我要在這兩日內,找到我的答案。希望我有勇氣走我自己的路,不要再像一年前那樣。我想這是神給我的一個很大的試練:究竟我是一個什麼樣的人?究竟我相信的是什麼?究竟我有沒有能力去走我所相信的路? 我知道前面的路,不會是易走的。

願主幫助我!


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Well, I don't think this is your call, nothing personal, just our general advice for this field. But I never say you will regret, or you should return. Whether what to do, no one can decide for you but yourself. As I said, this is your future, so always remind yourself how you make this decision in the 1st place. I believe whatever happens in the future, you'll learn and realize something, a lesson for your life.


[引用] | 作者 Cris | 30th Jun 2006 12:17 PM | [舉報垃圾留言]

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ai......ha ha, I can feel that you don't really think that BME is my call...

I am not 100% certain either, but let's face it......how many things in the world we are 100% certain about? I have come to this stage, I can still choose between HKU and PolyU, but there is no way to turn back now. I've come too far to be here and I am not going to regret what I have done. If for any other subjects, I am not going to quit my MBT programme. I will only quit for the subject called "biomedical engineering", and nothing else. People keep telling me to think over again. I have spent the last year thinking and this is the conclusion I come up with.

I think I have passed the point of no return.........so hope me just be brave and go on.


[引用] | 作者 心齋 | 30th Jun 2006 08:22 AM | [舉報垃圾留言]

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I really hope you think you're making the right decision, no matter when in the future you look back.

I got into BME by accident, didn't have time or option to think if BME was my call. And of course, I wasn't mature enough to worry or think about my future. After I graduated, start making decisions. Once in a while now, I think whether me being in grad school in the States is what I want or not. People keep telling me I should hang in there and get my degree. But I can tell you, this is a lonely path, no matter what decision you make for your life you have to be strong as you are the one to get the fruit finally.

p.s.: We were still talking whether BME is the call for your or not.


[引用] | 作者 Cris | 30th Jun 2006 02:11 AM | [舉報垃圾留言]

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基督恩典 在開始到達最終
今生所盼 信心中有應許
心中依靠主賜平安
salom salom 是主所賜滿足
salom salom 我心中有主
一生需要祢的笑臉 和平安
salom salom
salom salom
salom salom

p.s 在開始到達最終,既然已經開始了、未到最終都不會停止


[引用] | 作者 惠子 | 30th Jun 2006 01:17 AM | [舉報垃圾留言]

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多謝你,你也要加油哦!


[引用] | 作者 心齋 | 29th Jun 2006 22:17 PM | [舉報垃圾留言]

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「希望我有勇氣走我自己的路」在這種關口,勇氣是最重要的。

看到文章主題,以為你也是應屆考生,然後就發覺被騙了...~~
不過那句緊張,緊張,緊張!也真的看得我愈發忐忑不安....

無論如何,祝你入到心儀的學系。
很佩服你有勇氣quit u,有勇氣做自己想做的事。


[引用] | 作者 stray_monkey | 29th Jun 2006 22:05 PM | [舉報垃圾留言]

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多謝你!我好感動! T-T


[引用] | 作者 心齋 | 29th Jun 2006 21:18 PM | [舉報垃圾留言]

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祝你好運,希望你可以進入理想的學科!


[引用] | 作者 miko | 29th Jun 2006 21:14 PM | [舉報垃圾留言]